I enter in your home noiselessly, And almost always I manage To weave in the thoughts you pave, While you wanted to dream only. I ventured into your life, And I scroll in your mind, Many thoughtful images and some strife, Which increases your stress that I bind. I transform into black and white, Your teenage memories and happiness, And I color the indifference in spite, With a mask of hard consciousness. But my gloomy grey, In your life bothers you, So you try to enter into, A chase to push me away. But it's you who makes me grow, Who rocks me, feeds me without to know, Without your emotions I can't survive, And in the abyss I have to hide. You don't really know who I am? However together we spend the night. Sometimes I tortured you and away I ran, Before the dawn comes into sight. Some evenings, when you forget me, Towards somebody else I have to flee. Then I look for a being to absorb, A soul which I could disturb. I can't do anything about it, It's my survival who passes by your spirit , Which depends on your thoughts which are persistent. Without them, I'm nothing in the distant. Because I am everything and I am nothing, I am yesterday and I am tomorrow. I am the living, I am the dying, I am in fact, your remorse in the shadow . |